Tomorrow, I will step into a plane which will take me back to a place a miss, spend half a year, made a bunch of friend, feeling loved and boomming – EUROPE.

I never thought it is how a get back. By a conference I don’t care, by a paper I don’t like, from my previous research group where there are not a lot of people I like, many I hate.

But, this is life maybe. Just like I don’t know how I end up in EU in the first place, by an exchange programe to humbolt university. Just like How I end up in Japan, as a stepping stone to Mexico, as a last-minute call to attend NIPS. I don’t know what life will bring me next.

I need to be prepared, for whatever is coming at my face. I need to work harder, to live harder, to do absolutly everything I could do, and then find something more to bring.

But I also miss all my friends back there, those I can’t reach since they are back to the state. The love and strength they give to me, I can’t express the gratitute I hold to them. I miss those moment so much I am afarid of the idea of thinking about those time, even after two years.

But may be I need to create my own moment so I can move on. I wish I can do better in the past, but I am certainly can do better now. Fuck it, hope everything works out at DATE and the ring.

God Speed.